Ralph laughed bitterly - a cold, hard sound not full of its usual joy. He knew his qualities, downfalls: arrogance, dishonesty, apathy, lust, stupidity. Bad choices... he'd made many, and didn't know why. As if anything mattered now - nothing did anymore, at all. Thoughts spilled forth, with an insuffiecient amount of tears shortly following. "I wish I'd done things differently, better. I'm foolish - look what pain Suzy felt by my words, actions. She's broken, truly, badly, possibly unrepairable, all due to me." The boy sighed (which didn't become him one bit), thinking regretful thoughts about past mistakes. It was, however, far too late.